As a child I never dreamt I would fall so deeply in love with soil. I grew up as an Air Force ‘brat,’ with early dreams of becoming New Zealand’s first woman fighter pilot. As a teenager I joined the youth Air Training Corp and quickly realized, that “no pimply faced boys were going to tell me what to do!” I’ve always been more comfortable in male dominated sectors and moving into rural community in my 20’s was no different. In the past it was in fact women who terrified me, feeling like they weren’t being honest, or they were in competition with me somehow. I just felt like women wanted to talk about topics I had absolutely no interest in, and they didn’t get me.
Over the past few decades I’ve transformed my relationship with myself. And through this journey I discovered, in my deepest self I resented being born a woman. I saw the fairer sex as weak or boring with less opportunities in the world. As I’ve stepped into my womanly-ness, I’ve found myself surrounded by deeply connected, powerful and fascinating women. Women who have the freedom to express themselves authentically, who can bare their souls and dare to be vulnerable in a world which in the past has expected us to shut up, stay in the kitchen, or put on a stiff upper lip in the face of adversity. In all of my early discomfort, the core of my issues with women dwelled in my own heart.
Becoming a parent was another aspect of being a woman that didn’t come naturally. And another piece that has flipped my worldview on its head. I’ve learnt so much about myself and ecological thinking from becoming a mother. One day as I was driving my son Bryn to pre-school, he asked a question: “What is that coming out the trees.” It was early morning and thick mist was ejecting from the forests which blanketed our hills. I’ve always been one to have “the answer.” And the answer I had primed in response to his question was ,“Well, it’s due to cold air and the transpiration of water from stomata on leaves. When the cold meets warmer air it forms an inversion layer …” You get the picture. In all honesty, it hasn’t always an easy ride for my son growing up with me! Instead I paused for a moment, took a breath and replied to his question with: “I wonder?” He looked up at me with his beautiful hazel eyes and said, “its dragons smoke.” Ahh, so much more creative and interesting than my answer! I’ve come to see my tendency to quickly answer has a barrier to being present to what the world has to offer. Frankly, with so much new research coming out about consciousness, dark matter and microbiological processes, it’s clear we understand very little of the world around us. This moment with my boy led to an epiphany, that this was a way he and I could explore our topics together in future. I’m a far better teacher when I encourage free thinking than when I give black and white answers. And as we all know nothing in ranching exists in black and white.
In the past century there have been massive breakthroughs in scientific understanding, which has transformed the way we observe the universe and ourselves. Revolutionary theories in quantum physics, mathematics, consciousness and the very nature of reality, have deepened our scientific understanding to see, that yes, everything is connected, and yes, everything is energy. While many scientific fields took great leaps forward, the ‘natural sciences’ of agriculture, soil and agronomy continue to draw upon 19th century linear, reductionist models; seeing life as “machine.” This “life as machine” is a ‘masculine’ world view, a view of control, domination, linear, hard clear facts, devoid of any emotion.
My work as an agroecologist involves coaching ranchers and farmers about the connection between soil and well, to everything. Soil in the past has been viewed through a reductionist lens, valued for is physical and chemical make-up and as an anchor for plant roots. This cold heartless look at soil overlooked the fact that soil is vibrantly alive, and employs rich communication channels. Plants share resources and communicate with each other and with their microbial workforce using signals we are only just becoming aware of. Plants and their microbial livestock have a natural intelligence which fosters diversity and collaboration to strengthen their communities and increase resilience to stress.
Regenerative Ag offers unique, paradigm changing systems and information. In this I believe being a woman offers more opportunities, not less. My field of work embraces femininity and sensitivity, that in turn creates a space which enables producers to safely soften and connect more deeply with land, grass and animals. Agriculture is evolving before our eyes, and women are catalysts in opening up conversations which enable producers to talk about things which were previously taboo; feelings, love, being vulnerable, and listening to land. What does it truly mean to be a steward, and how do we heal from past land traumas?
When I look at many of the leading lights in regenerative biological systems thinking, there is a higher representation of women than in other ‘male dominated’ sectors; consider Dr Elaine Ingham, Dr Kris Nichols, Dr Jill Clapperton, Dr Mary Cole, Dr Christine Jones, Dr Gwen Grelet, and the women who are communicating this valuable work; such as Judith Schwartz and Didi Pershouse. Then add into the mix the stand-out women farmers, ranchers and growers like Wendy Millet, Elaine Patarini, Sally Calhoun, Betsy Ross and Trudi Kretsinger, who are demonstrations of the principles on their own land. These women are my heroes and sources for inspiration. We are seeing a growing number of powerful women influencing change on a global scale. They are bringing a deeply needed sense of the feminine into agriculture, one of empathy, love, collaboration, inter-connectedness and care which is just what the world needs now! I see these networks like the mycelial fungal networks which weave right across the planet.
Lifting soil health, building resilience and ranch performance starts with the use of all our senses. This includes tapping into our sense of wonder. We are now moving into the next phase of agriculture, what researchers are calling agro-ecological or “post-modern” agriculture. The future of agriculture requires a transformation in how we see, think, and act in the food production spaces. One women are poised to play essential roles in.
I am grateful for my son, and teacher, Bryn who understands the journey I am on, and why he and all future generations are the reason we must all take a stand for soil, water, air, ecosystem and human health.
By Nicole Masters
